Saturday, November 7, 2015

Down 20 Feel Like A Mess

Sometimes I just feel like a mess, today is one of those days where my actuality matches up with my feelings. It is so hard for me to stay motivated. That is why I can never commit to things like this blog, when I literally have to put things like...

-Wake up
-Take a Shower
-Say I Love You

on my mental priorities list, well you can tell how base line I am feeling.

In other news It turns out I lost around 20 pounds this summer. I have been wavering back and fourth between loosing another 10 since I got home. I know I need to commit to my Yoga practice and things will fall into line, but I got so strong this summer and I have lost so much since I got home that it feels discouraging to start again.

I hope someday I will be able to see a turn around here, a place where I became more happy and hopeful, I hope to see a day where I can commit to writing enough to really help people by sharing my life.

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